Okays , Didnt post for a few days . Didnt went out anywhere on Sunday (2o Feb) Monday school was quite normal but Ariel was bullying Seo. WTF Big news LOL ! I didn't expect Ariel to retaliate ._. But Seo somehow deserves it . Tuesday didnt went for dragonboat training as stomach cramp -.- Dog !!! Thn I was going out of the school , Biyan shouted 'bitch' I shouted back 'slut' and I fall down , And it is outside the canteen and somemore I rolled 2 times -_- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Thn in the end went to find Elson , Timmy , Yt , WeeKiat at paya lebar WTF LOL . Played SA ^^ Thn in the end went home parents buy me new laptop :D Awesome , k3k3k3k3k3 . Today school was normal , Dont know why so tired ._. After school did CWO ; Help Miss Seah prepare for cross country . Biyan and her friends helped me (L) Thanks ^^ Thn rushed home and LAPTOP OMGOMGOMG
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Saturday, February 19, 2011 -{'10:48 PM
WEEEEE , Went out w Fiona , Ang , Mouxuan and ... Darren ._. ; First me , Ang and Mouxuan meet Fiona at CC KFC and rich girl Fiona treated us food :DD Thn we slowly walk to bus stop and to Safra and POOOOOOOOOL .
1st round - Me and Ang ; I won 2nd round - Me w Fiona and Ang ; Me and Fiona won 3rd round - Ang and Mouxuan ; Ang won 4th round - Me and Ang w Fiona -WEEEET- ; I forget who win ..... PLAY ALOT ROUND BUT ALL FORGET . We playing halfway suddenly Darren W came in I was like ._. Shocked LOL Cause Ang say his boyf (Gay) coming and I thought it was gay . Summing up - POOL was awesome . We played till around 5pm and walked out . Thn we saw Yeo YiLing and Shuyi and the rest of them go while I talked w them ; Some retarded taiji again -_- Thn I don't give a damn and went to find Joeyyy , Ate Tori-Q , Played DDR and walked around Jurong point . Around 7.45 went to wait for bus and find Ahhao , SLACKKKKK till 9.20 and took 99 home . Come home talked to mum about buying laptop - Jitao mood ruin
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Friday, February 18, 2011 -{'10:03 PM
School was fine , alright to me . During recess stayed in class copying the ' 我以后会准时交作业 ' Retarded LOL . After school Jitao rushhhhhh home change and went Safra to meet Ang , Ee Liang , Minghan and Deon to pool . No tables , so we played L4D2 awhile like around 50 minutes and when to eat sashimi . HAHAHA Minghan was bullied again . He was about to eat the Octopus sushi when I poured the shoyu sauce and wasabi on his sushi . Thn deon went to pour 2 more small plates of Shoyu sauce on his sushi :3 Sour die him :D I eat 6 pieces of Sushi Sashimi , 1 plate of egg sushi and 1 plate of salmon w mayonnaise and fish eggs sushi ; the salmon w mayonnaise sushi v expensive $3.50 :( ! Heartbreak LOL . After Tht we went to slack for around 15 minutes and they started doing pushups , I was like ' WTF ?! ' Thn we waited for the person to call minghan till 3.30pm thn we all pekchek go Arena :) In the end , Ee liang said v far and went home thn the 4 of us cab-ed to Arena to pool . Book till table :D Quite alot people also .. 1st round - Me and Ang ; I won :D 2nd round - Deon w Ang , Me and MingHan ; Ang and Deon won because I shoot in black ball LOL 3rd round - Me and Ang ; I won ^^ 4th round - Deon w me , Ang w Ming Han ; We won - Conclusion ; Minghan is Noob - 5th round - Deon w Minghan , Me and Ang ; LOL DEON CLEARED TABLE , Minghan only shoot 1 ball (Y) 6th round - Me and Ang - I loseeeeeee
When we playing around 2nd or 4th round , Weikang , Boon Pin , Cheryl and a few more people came , I not sure their name . Weikang and Deon stand beside each other like a father and son , SO CUTE RAWR . Thn Weikang was like shooting the ball , his left hand like different from us , thn Deon want to try this I Jitao shoot him ' Don't step a Weikang ' LOL So cute xiah when they beside each other (Y) Thn Boon Pin suddenly say ' Want call Ansheng come one xiah ' Thn Ang was like ' Ansheng sehhhh ! ' Thn Boon Pin they all staring at me w the evil look . LOL ! Awesome day max , In the end we cab-ed to Pioneer MRT and Deon took MRT home , Ang went to run for the bus , Ming Han sit bus 99 and I walked home :D Come home Jitao SLEEEEEEEEEEEEP :0
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Thursday, February 17, 2011 -{'1:46 PM
Ok , MIA too long , Need write along things but this time I will write how I feel ; maybe it's easier to communicate here instead of Facebook . To Joanna - Yes I know you scolded me a bitch , But why did you need to scold me a whore ? Do you like it when I scold you a whore ? Seriously do you even know the meaning of whore in the first place , Do I look like I sell my body ? I can swear tht I never been fucked before -.- ; You said you don't treat me as a friend , does it means you never did or you don't treat me as a friend know . I really want back the relationship we had last time where we will go DDR like mad and you would come to my house for random reasons , but I think this will be past tense , No more future tense and present tense already . I want back the Joanna I knew , I already tried my best in changing but it's never good enough . Changing takes time , I've been living w this attitude for 13+ years . Please give me 2 more weeks , I will prove it to you tht I still want back the past when we were still close To Sarah - I don't know why you hate me , but I know you do . You hated my attitude . Yes everybody has attitude problem even you but my attitude is really very bad . Maybe you don't like it because I'm too noisy , but I have to take those baby steps to change my attitude right ? It's not like I know how to walk when I was born out . I'm not really close to you last time because maybe im envy / jealous tht you are prettier thn me . But I am not now , I want to be as close to you or maybe closer thn last time . When we will heart to heart talk , you remember tht we burn his photos and drank beer ? Tht was the time when I realize I could rely on you when I'm sad or down , But I guess not now . To Carmen - I know I got attitude problem and you really hate it , you always said I put on an act when I'm not , when I knew all of you hated me last time I really don't know what to do and I asked for a chance , but to me it's not like you've been giving me a chance . Almost 1 month has passed since you guys hated me , but people around me can see the change within me , I won't randomly scream ' Ariel ' or what . But the most hurtful thing is tht you don't see the change and you lied . You were the one who told me Jeff liked your cousin and I wrote on his status , I told him tht you were the one who told me tht , he said he got evidence to prove I'm lying , I was wondering ' What evidence ? ' because only me , you , Sara Jo and 149cm was there . Jeff asked for your number to me yesterday so I guessed he confronted / SMS you . Do you know the feeling of people not trusted ? I guess you don't all I can say is sorry , I wanted our old relationship back when we will MMS people's photo and laugh like mad . To Zhiyee - Yes I know I'm a bitch , I don't know my attitude has gone from bad to worst . I thought you will be a friend whom will help to overcome my difficulties because you were always there for me when I sad , when I broke up and cried . You were the one who told me not to make my eyes ugly by crying . Those words are one of the reasons why I decided not to cry and move on w my life . And you are really really friendly , I wish we can also be like last time when we would go your house to play pool an we would eat after school , come to my house after school and during holidays . I still remember you and Carmen came during the holiday , we bought sushi from fairprice and came to my house to eat . We keep say you huai nian him and you keep trying to explain to us tht word is to be used when someone died and you introduced the song ' Perfect 2 ' to me . Thanks for the memories , I wished tht more of this memories will still be made , maybe its I'm possible since you HATE me now and said you don't want to talk to me and you don't want me to talk to you . To Divya - Im really really sorry when I broke your cookie . I really wanted to apologize back thn but you immediately said tht I was jealous and asked me to go away . My mind is blank and I really don't know how to react to what you said because I know you dislike or hate me . You could say I was speechless or lost for words . I really wanted to apologize but you wouldn't give me tht chance to own up to my biscuits . You already decided tht I was jealous so I broke your cookie . To Victoria - The truth is I disliked you for the whole of last year but my opinion of you had changed , I'm starting to treat you like a normal friend instead of an enemy . I've never been close to you , the memory I had w you was when I went to your house and Zhiyee's birthday . Yes I know you are angry because I broke Divya's cookie but it really wasn't intentional . I hope we can be like last time and closer too . To Sara Jo - I don't think you might read this but I still have to say it anyway . I never really had wonderful memory w you but I remembered the tome when Me , You , Huiting , James , Mouxuan and Ang went to ECP tht night was unforgettable because it was the first timeni went prawning w my secondary school friends . I just hope tht you will forgive me and be back like last time , I'm really sorry if I ever stepped on your tail ( I'm not saying you are a mouse ) But I just want to be back in the pass when you will call Carmen Mushroom power , we will call you Country club instead of mouse and you will call me Niger / Black dog . To Xiaohui - I don't know if you hate me or not because you weren't close to me . Although we know each other a few months but I really like the time i had w you . I'm happy tht you wanted to me to patch up w Sarah & others . But I guess its too late now since things have come this far .. Thanks for your effort , you're a good friend :)
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Friday, December 24, 2010 -{'11:52 PM
Mehh , Finally back from chalet :D Tsk , The chalet seriously small and the living room no air con ._. 21 December Stoned at home till around 5pm when HuiTing and Sarah came to my house after they pooled w Darren Lye and others . Slacked and listened to songs . After around 30 minutes Jasmine came and we played Pokemon on Wii , LOL ! Thn asked my dad to buy breezer for us . Haha HuiTing drink 1 bottle sleeping already , Cute max . Thn Sarah drink 1 bottle whole face red . Jasmine still can tahan . I drink 1/4 orange only , Lemon fucking bitter like normal alcohol -.- Disgusting . Thn after tht we played w makeup , XiaoHui reached my house around 11pm . She helped Sarah makeup . HuiTing put fake eyelashes like a Cheena doll only :O 11.45 HuiTing went to remove her makeup and meet Elthon for supper . Fucking sweet HEHEHEHAHAHA . Somemore they 2 alone , Awwwww . Thn they went to make me become ghost and I removed it because jasmine made me look like a fucking clown . Hahas . Asked Huiting to tabao fries and chicken wings for us . Jasmine took my cheese fries . Thn went to Seven Eleven w XiaoHui and Sarah to buy food and drinks . On the way back to my house , We saw a guy burning incense paper x.x Thn we run back like fuck :O . Told Jasmine and HuiTing about the incense paper thn they started talking about ghost and thn we were all gathering together scared of ghost ._. Jasmine and HuiTing lied on Sarah , XiaoHui and my leg :@ So in the end I went to lie between HuiTing and Jasmine . Thn suddenly Me and Jasmine heard a vibration , STRONG vibration . Thn we asked around if anyone phone vibrated , They all said didn't . So we become more scared :( . Thn Sarah was holding her phone in her hands and she suddenly felt a vibration in her pocket , XiaoHui felt it too . So we became super super scared D: We quickly arranged the stuffs and put the mattress properly . Jasmine accidentally spilled orange juice on her Domo bag . Ownedzxczxc . Cleaned up and started going to sleep . We talked much till we sleep . XiaoHui and Sarah slept on the bed , Huiting , Jasmine and me share 2 mattress xD . We slept the most while XiaoHui and Sarah can't sleep at all . XiaoHui in the end went to sleep and punched Sarah in the eye , And Sarah pushed XiaoHui down the bed and she landed on me . LOLLLLLL ! Me and Jasmine were played w Gopi's name . Slept till around 10am .
22 December Slacked and played w Nail Polish . They went home around 11am and I went to bath , Get ready and went to meet Sarah and Jasmine to do pedicure and medicure . Fun bodoh . When to find Darren Lye , Elthon , Liang Jun , Wen Liang , Kachong and Jason . Trained to JooKoon and meet HuiTing , Biyan and Darren Wong . And trained to Pasir Ris . Walked to chalet . Went to E hub slackslack . When to chalet settled down and went to popeyes and eat :D Went back chalet to rest . Thn went to cycle w HuiTing , Biyan , Sarah , Jasmine and XiaoHui . Me and Biyan shared one bike while Huiting w Sarah and Jasmine w XiaoHui . Me , Biyan , XiaoHui and Jasmine cycled w the Sec 2 boys and some of the Sec 1 boys . We cycled to Red House take a look and walked away . In the end got 5 ahbengs asked if we want to go in and asked us to leave a number so can go together . We sabo-ed XiaoHui :P . Went back chalet and slacked :O Everyone went to cycled while I stayed in the chalet w the seniors . Played truth or dare w Seniors and Jason . David Kaopehhh ! Dare people to take my Spongebob ._. Guailan max . When to watch Elthon ad the seniors play the chivas game . Laughed like siao because they need to pinch nipples LOL . Thn Shannon , Elthon , KaiBing ad Kaiyi seh and peng . After tht those cyclers returned and HuiTing was feeling unwell so we decided not to go to red house . Everyone was scared of Huiting because she acted weirdly . Even David was scared :O Went to sleep on the bed w HuiTing thn Joey Chia Kaopehhh come snatch bed from me -.- Slept on the floor -.- Nabehs , Just because your boyf is a senior or what doesn't means you are special . Nabehs unfair -.- Thn I slept on the floor like a pig . We were all making noise thn Kaiyi shout ' Diam bo ? ' We all jitao diam diam . Thn I went to ask those making noise to Shutup Julian say to me ' Diam Bo ? ' Thn Biyan replied ' Diam Bo ? ' Laughed like mad and when to sleep .
23 December Cycled to red house w HuiTing , Sarah and Biyan . And cycled back . Went to get changed and went to wild wild wet w Sarah , HuiTing , XiaoHui , Biyan , Jasmine , Darren Lye , Elthon , WenLiang , Liang Jun , Julian , Kachong and Jason . Had fun . Especially the U . Sibeh shiok . Thn play Wu-La-La tht time we all shouted Wen Liang HAHAHA . Guailan bodoh . Left around 5 pm , Bathed at the swimming pool toilet and when back . Asked David to help us buy alcohol . Sweeeeee :D We bought Raspberry Vodka and Breezer . Nice siols . Thn Joey Chia and MouXuan extra want drink -.- But we never let them . HuiTing drink 1 or 2 bottles seh already . Sarah drink 2 bottles whole face red . Jasmine and Biyan drank the raspberry vodka like soft drink . I drink the vodka like wine like tht , Drink sibeh slow . Thn went down to eat . HuiTing in the end Merlion and vomited . Ethon eating halfway immediately run to help her up , SWEET MAX :3 . Biyan , Jasmine , Sarah , XiaoHui and Me helped her into the toilet and wash up . Thn Biyan , HuiTing and me when to sleep . I suddenly cry , Got reason but I'm not saying :O Thn went to sleep . Around 2.40 Biyan woke me up -.- So I went to David and Kaiyi's chalet to sleep :D
24 December WEEEEEEEEE HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE :D !! Woke up and booked out when home jitao sleep . TIREDDDDDDDDDD LAZYYYYYYYYYYY BROKEEEEEEEEE SLEEPYYYYYYYYY HUNGRYYYYYYYY
BYEBYEEEEEEEE LOL
I guess all I want for Xmas is you
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Saturday, December 18, 2010 -{'1:12 PM
Sorry didnt post for few days . Okay startung from 15 december :D im so aswesome right .
15 December Overslept for traingIng :( Awww . So in the end went fishing w DaoXian , KimKiong and Jeff :O Havent fish till one retarded fish rain le -.- Thn cab to my house change clothes because i was drenched . Thn went to Kimkiong house staircase slack around 5 go home SLEEP .
16 December STONED AT HOME
17 December Dragonboat training was awesome except running part . Awwwwwwww I feel like crying tht time . Thn after training need to clean boats . Me , Joanne , Deon , Ryan and James wore life vest and played w water , More awesome thn AWESOME . AWESOME CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH FUN WE HAD. I poured water on everyoneeeeeeeee .
Ending my post here gonna play basketball w Linhui etc
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Wednesday, December 15, 2010 -{'12:46 AM
Yay so true . LOL
9 December Class Outing . Super excited . Woke up early , But in the end fell asleep again till 10.45am when Joey woke up me cause she was at my house pressing the door bell . Hahas suppose meet at Jurong Point 11am , So I'm late ._. Thn went to prepare . Left house w Joey and took cab to Jurong Point . Thn Joey went for her lanjiao CCA outing :( So I went to eat w Martin , LinHui , Haikun & JunYao . They ate alot -.- I eat Soursoup only . Thn JiaYin came and find us . We 1pm thn meet Guan Zhi , Viola , QianHui , Shiza , Coco , SherHui , Ashley & SiYing . Thn we went to arcade , Last song le . I tried Standard Waka Lala -.- Cheebye lahs . Martin and LinHui disturbed me . Fuck bodoh , Almost pass :( Thn Ashley went home so the rest of us wanted to go Jurong East . But until Raffles place , The others girls ran off to Sentosa w out the boys , Coco , SherHui , JiaYin and me . Bitch youmeiyou? -'- Thn in the end we went to Sentosa find them . Thn those bitches go walkwalk -.- Thn me and Coco were pushing each other into the sea . Worst part is We both never bring extra clothes LOL !!! But quite fun . ZiYing joined us cause he earlier got basketball training . I pushed him into the sea . Fuck him kays , He got extra clothes LOL . In the end Guan Zhi never bring extra clothes also all wet . HaiKun's pants all wet . Thn Martin , LinHui and JunYao went walkwalk . When they came back HaiKun was talking to them . When he not looking , Me , JiaYin , Guan Zhi & ZiYing 'stole' his phone and read all his messages and hide his phone in my bag . After like 4 hours , We still haven't dry yet -.- WTF . Thn planned to go East Coast cycle but in the end went to Jurong Point eat pepper lunch & went to Pionner MRT the swing . Haha slacked there w JiaYin , Martin , LinHui , Guan Zhi , and ZiYing , Cause the rest all when home . Thn went home and tireddieme . Sleep ._.
1O December Saddest Training ever . #1 David was pissed #2 Seniors were disappointed in us #3 Seniors cried for us .
11 December -NIL-
12 December HuiTing wanted to pool . So I went to Buzz and waited for her , 1 hour -.- From 3pm to 4pm . Thn boarded bus wanted to go home and emo but Joanna called me tht HuiTing told her in MSN tht she leaving house . WTF LOL . Thn went to Pioneer MRT to meet HuiTing . Waited another 1 hour -.- In the end HuiTing came to my house and find me , Thn we asked Joanna to come along :D I did alot obscene things >.< Thn in the end I found out tht HuiTing reached Pioneer MRT at 4.3Opm but she couldn't find me . WTF LOL ! Thn we went to Pioneer Pasar Malam :D Buy alot of FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD thn came back my house and SPAM . LOL Thn around 1Opm they when home :P
13 December LOL Woke up at 6.46 . Seriously no mood to go training :/ But in the end can't sleep so I forced myself to go . Need train at the monkey bar thinggy . LOL WTFFFFF ?! Thn I do 3 set Blister burst liao . My blister sibeh big xiahs :( Now still hurting . LOL. Thn do alot of hand training . SHAGGGGGGGGGG Thn after training ended . Coach talked to us , I fell asleep :x Sarah woke me up LOLLLL . Thn we went to kopitiam and eat w Seniors :D Chatted alot horny things . Thn saw secondary 2 boys . Disturbed WenLiang & Sarah . HAHAHA . Went home and sleep till 7pm thn woke up to watch television .
14 December Woke up at 7 plus , Had a SMALL fight w WenLiang online . Jasmine guailan only like my comments LOLLL . Thn went back to sleep at 8.3o am . Woke up at 1.3opm thn facebook-ed and played games till 2.2opm thn Joanna say want come my house . So I went to bath . Met Joanna at S11 at 3pm thn slowly walked to Pioneer MRT to meet XiaoHui , Sarah & HuiTing . HuiTing late 45 minutes . So we 3.2Opm went to Pasar Malam buy food first xD. HuiTing came and buy sharkfin and Egg . LOLLL . Took 241 and walked a little to my house and SLACKKKKKKKKKKK LOL . After tht fried Potatos , Popcorn chicken and Chicken Wings . AWESOME . Sarah , HuiTing and XiaoHui are late for woke so they left my huose around 6.4o pm . Aww Jasmine was pissed LOL .
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